Again...

Flashback to when they were happy…

Boy : What wish did you make?

Girl : I wished that from now on, we wouldn’t hide things from each other.

Present day

Girl : I was so angry before that I vowed never to see you again. But that’s impossible, for a person like me. I wanted to give you a final chance to explain yourself, boy. Until you tell me yourself, I’m not going to believe anything. No matter what my eyes see or what anyone says. Tell me that it was a misunderstanding. That this wasn’t your intention. That from the beginning, it wasn’t because of you, but because of the other person.

Boy : I was the one who did everything.

Girl : Don’t lie, boy. Look at my eyes and tell me again.

The boy turned and looked at her.

Boy : All the things I have done, the pretending to love you and the reason I choose the other girl rather than you, I was the one who did all of it. I’m not sure of what the other person said. But all things I have done, I’m sure of doing all of that. As a woman, you had already succumbed to me. And I was wondering to myself what I’d do if I was discovered. Now, do you understand what I’m saying?

Girl : Why are you being like this, boy? Why are you being this way to me?

Boy : Because although I used you to this extent, you still believe in me…like a fool. That’s why people dumped you too. Do you think that I would like a pathetic woman like you?

Girl : But boy, you love me. That’s why you looked at me the way you did, why your heart hurt because of me, and why you held me in your arms.

Boy : I was pretending to love you. Because I wanted to succeed, no matter what. Because fooling a woman like you is basic math to me.

Girl : Then, you should’ve fooled me until the end. Why are you telling me all this now? If you insisted that this wasn’t the case, I would’ve believed you.

Boy : Even if you believe me, another person won’t. Fooling you alone is the easiet thing to do but the other person isn’t stupid.

Girl : Stop being like that. Stop speaking this way to deliberately hurt me. You’re not this kind of person, boy.

Boy : No. The boy you knew was this kind of jerk from the beginning. The reason why I’m talking to you like this now, is to rid you of any remaining feelings you may have for me.

Girl : But you’re acting like this because you feel sorry towards me. Tell me that’s the case.

Boy : I have nothing to be sorry for towards you. I’m just frustrated that things didn’t go the way I wanted. And so, don’t appear in front of me again.

“Like a fool,
Why didn’t I figure out?
Like a fool,
Why did I let you go?
Like a fool,
My heart that’s overflowing with tears,
Finally, it has finally come to know,
That my love belongs to that person alone.”

~The boy side~

Boy : I won’t love her. I don’t love her. I never loved her. (While crying so badly)

“Like a fool,
Why didn’t I figure out?
Like a fool,
Why did I let you go?
Like a fool,
My heart that’s overflowing with tears,
Finally, it has finally come to know,
That my love belongs to that person alone.”

~At first time, I think this girl is stupid. But then, it is the same for me. It feels stupid to love someone that doesn’t love and tried to cheat on us. But then, in my heart, all I want is explanation saying that this is all just misunderstanding. Because I really believe him and even put my whole trust for him. I still believe him even other people tried to give bad impression about him. Walaupun org lain cbe sedaya upaya memburukkn dia, sy tetap percayakn dia. Only that in my heart, I want him to explain it from A to Z. Lagipun, prinsip sy ske dgr sndri dari mulut org 2 sndri dr dgr dari mulut org lain. So that I will believe him even more, disregard what other talks about him.nampak mcm sy x percayakn dia, tp sebenarnya hati ini terlalu percaya sampai jd mcm ni. Kalolah dia lbh memahami... Mmm…bnda dh berlaku. Ingat pepatah org tua2, lebih baik cintakn makanan dari cintakan org. Sbb cinta pd org itu membuat kita buta. So, lepas ni makan dgn banyak sekali…DARK COKLAT pengubat hati. Hati, sabar dan tabah ye!~

~t’ingat dlu2 yg ske mkn…x yah jg bdn…hehehe…tp skrg kne jg gak…bykkan exercise…dri dh semakin tua!adoi…kn bagus kalo smua org pk umur 2 hnya angka. Tp ble pk balik, x leh gak…huhu…umur memainkn peranan penting terutama nye wanita…waa………………….=(~